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May 28

Tom Lehrer the witty

 
 

Lobachevsky

For many years now, Mr. Danny Kaye, who has been my particular idol since childbirth, has been doing a routine about the great Russian director Stanislavsky and the secret of success in the acting profession. And I thought it would be interesting to stea... to adapt this idea to the field of mathematics. I always like to make explicit the fact that before I went off not too long ago to fight in the trenches, I was a mathematician by profession. I don't like people to get the idea that I have to do this for a living. I mean, it isn't as though I had to do this, you know, I could be making, oh, 3000 dollars a year just teaching.
Be that as it may, some of you may have had occasion to run into mathematicians and to wonder therefore how they got that way, and here, in partial explanation perhaps, is the story of the great Russian mathematician Nicolai Ivanovich Lobachevsky.

Who made me the genius I am today,
The mathematician that others all quote,
Who's the professor that made me that way?
The greatest that ever got chalk on his coat.

One man deserves the credit,
One man deserves the blame,
And Nicolai Ivanovich Lobachevsky is his name.
Hi!
Nicolai Ivanovich Lobach-

I am never forget the day I first meet the great Lobachevsky.
In one word he told me secret of success in mathematics:
Plagiarize!

Plagiarize,
Let no one else's work evade your eyes,
Remember why the good Lord made your eyes,
So don't shade your eyes,
But plagiarize, plagiarize, plagiarize -
Only be sure always to call it please 'research'.

And ever since I meet this man
My life is not the same,
And Nicolai Ivanovich Lobachevsky is his name.
Hi!
Nicolai Ivanovich Lobach-

I am never forget the day I am given first original paper
to write. It was on analytic and algebraic topology of
locally Euclidean parameterization of infinitely differentiable
Riemannian manifold.
Bozhe moi!
This I know from nothing.
But I think of great Lobachevsky and get idea - ahah!

I have a friend in Minsk,
Who has a friend in Pinsk,
Whose friend in Omsk
Has friend in Tomsk
With friend in Akmolinsk.
His friend in Alexandrovsk
Has friend in Petropavlovsk,
Whose friend somehow
Is solving now
The problem in Dnepropetrovsk.

And when his work is done -
Ha ha! - begins the fun.
From Dnepropetrovsk
To Petropavlovsk,
By way of Iliysk,
And Novorossiysk,
To Alexandrovsk to Akmolinsk
To Tomsk to Omsk
To Pinsk to Minsk
To me the news will run,
Yes, to me the news will run!

And then I write
By morning, night,
And afternoon,
And pretty soon
My name in Dnepropetrovsk is cursed,
When he finds out I publish first!

And who made me a big success
And brought me wealth and fame?
Nicolai Ivanovich Lobachevsky is his name.
Hi!
Nicolai Ivanovich Lobach -

I am never forget the day my first book is published.
Every chapter I stole from somewhere else.
Index I copy from old Vladivostok telephone directory.
This book was sensational!
Pravda - well, Pravda - Pravda said: (Russian double-talk)
It stinks.
But Izvestia! Izvestia said: (Russian double-talk)
It stinks.
Metro-Goldwyn-Moskva buys movie rights for six million rubles,
Changing title to 'The Eternal Triangle',
With Brigitte Bardot playing part of hypotenuse.

And who deserves the credit?
And who deserves the blame?
Nicolai Ivanovich Lobachevsky is his name.
Hi!

 
 
January 06

Dreamers, more than nudity

      "The Dreamers" (2003) was Bernardo Bertolucci's most underrated film. Staged in 1968 with the global vision of Maoism and French univ uprising, 3 young movie buffs start a bizarre relationship with weeds, wines, sex, music and doctrine.  This is also a mesmerizing love declaration for The Cinema, the great 1930s, this unforgettable film must be discovered as an anthem for the youths, regardless of their "irrational" or "profligate" 
actions.
 
       Betolucci's grandeur cinemascope portraits a gloomy and hardcore scene, from what I can tell, definitely a top-notch for all true cinema admirers. And the OST is also superb with tunes by Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix and Édith Piaf.
dr01
dr04
dreamersus
 
November 17

怨恨啊

明晚有票不能去听捷克交响乐团。。。。
 
什么世道。。。Sad
October 19

It sucks

YouTube blocked in China; Flickr restored

Web 2.0 censorship continues in China......Confused

October 12

Create A .... Data X Y.... Genr X1=lnx

HotWell, sometimes i hate Eviews or SPSS
 
crashes on my XP desktop, while better than doing the math with simply nothing but my lame skull...
October 06

……

9.28   Armin van Burren live gig at G+ (two thumbs up,lol)and had few words with Dj Remy大笑
10.5   Budapest Festival Orchestra featuring 李云迪   e......
September 20

无奈地被点名

蒙受Herbert厚爱,作答如下,并不再接力点名,我厚道吧。。。
>> > >现在几点:21:00
>> > >你的全名:沈励
>> > >你现在正在听谁的歌:  陈升
>> > >上一次吹蜡烛的数目:10岁。。。。。。。
>> > >你通常吹熄这些蜡烛的日期:每年过年中的某一天
>> > >你们家养过什么:人,鱼,花草,与爬行类
>> > >星座:水瓶
>> > >兄弟姐妹和他们的年龄:半打表姐,一哥一弟
>> > >你有纹身吗:想但没实现。。
>> > >喜欢目前的生活吗:一头乱麻
>> > >喝过酒吗:早过了法定饮酒年龄,你说呢
>> > >不爱吃的东西:丑陋食物综合症患者飘过
>> > >喜欢吃的东西:海鲜,菌类,牛肉,水果,和大闸蟹
>> > >喜欢喝什么: Gin and tonics,single malt,以及咖啡
>> > >最喜欢的数字:16
>> > >最喜欢的电影: 不喜欢魔戒和哈里波特
> >喜欢看哪一种电影类型:War。。。。。。。。
>> > >喜欢的卡通人物:GI Joe。。。系列
>> > >喜欢的品牌:DKNY, Ralph Lauren
>> > >最怀念的日子:很多
>> > >伤心的经验:亲友过世,以及高考。。。。。。。。。。。
>> > >最喜欢星期几:星期五
>> > >最喜欢的季节: 秋天
>> > >喜欢的花:雪绒花
>> > >喜欢的运动:懒
>> > >喜欢的冰激凌类型:朗姆
>> > > 最怕什么东西:小强。。。
>> > >如果有来世:当回畜牲
>> > >最讨厌的事:误解
>> > >最喜欢的事:悠闲的下午
>> > >想做什么职业:乐评人或者制作人,小号演奏。。。。
>> > >你们家住几楼:3
>> > >觉得自己十年后会在哪里:不知道
>> > >寄这封邮件给你的上一个人是谁:Herbert
>> > >无聊的时候你大多会做些什么:打游戏,听曲子,看书
>> > >最恼人的事:被人烦
> > >世界上最好的事:Money money everywhere。。。
>> > >觉得同性恋如何:自然选择
>> > >如果有人误会你:先沟通下
>> > >有想过要怎么对付你讨厌的人吗:ignore。。。
>> >通常几点上床睡觉:想睡就睡
>> > > 你猜谁会最先回这封信:不转发
>> > >你觉得谁是最不可能回复的人:同上
>> > >你现在最想见的人:她,上个月某深夜,不过是在网上……
>> > >你想在几岁结婚:不想
>> > >想过自杀吗 :  N〉10
> >最希望谁回信:无
August 28

……

   阅读沃尔夫的《无政府主义之辩》,有一句话比较值得回味
  大意是民选政府的首脑都是做秀型的,只要背后有一大批实干的技术官僚和专业幕僚支撑就可以了。然而大多技术官僚和专业幕僚也想成为首脑这样的头面人物,所以就比较……大笑
August 20

........

A state of lunatic or schizophrenic. It is the problem, not a problem.

 

 

 
August 09

异端的命运

转几句陈丹青的原话。
     在我们这里,“特立独行”的人肯定遭遇两种困境,而且是没有出口的两种困境:一是反体制,你休想,一是反社会,你也休想。从儒家的传统,到当代历史,我们都没有反体制反社会的空间。所谓“反”,不是造反,不是革命,而是不从众,保持独立人格,坚守个人价值观,这在中国很难。
 
     没啥评论,只在心中慢慢揣摩。
 
     谢谢lily同志提供,Mordy Ferber的电声爵士的演出信息。感觉很棒,愉快的夜晚。
 
August 04

某政治学得极好的人的评论……

开除党籍?也太欺负人了!!你党员的杂碎就往我们群众队伍里推呀?和着我们群众就是藏污纳垢的地方啊?你经过我们群众同意了么?他本来是公仆,这么大的罪还变成主人了??? 

补上一些照片

    传了点3月份一个人去听得sonic youth 演唱会照片,人比较激动,所以手抖了,凑合着瞧瞧。
sonic youth素工业噪声摇滚乐,歌我就不传了,免得伤害大家的耳朵。
关于太阳马戏和妈妈咪娅之类的东西,我就不写评论了…… 
 
明早7点加班……  WTF
July 16

一道很幽默的博弈题

设想你必须要在6年内结婚,你现在有一个女友,并且你已经确切地知道每隔3年会出现一个能做你女友的人,也就是说你在6年内要在3个女人间选择。然而,3个女友不可能同时出现,你和第一个女友只能保持3年关系,由这3年的满意度决定是否和她结婚,3年后如果不结婚就必须分手,而且不能再回头,然后是下一个女友,再过3年不结婚也必须分手,然后开始你第3个女友,当然,这时候已经到了第6年你必须结婚,所以此刻你就和第3个女友结婚。请你设计一个模型,使你和最想结婚的女人结婚的概率最大。(现实婚姻不是公式,这里只是做个经济学假设)各位,你怎么解这道题?

碰到的一个女人,不管好坏都不要,碰到第二个女人,如果比第一个好,就要了 如果比第一个差,就不要了,选第三个假设,三个女人的喜好程度是完全随机的,就有六种可能(根据偏好出现的顺序)
上,中,下(下)
上,下,中(中)
中,上,下(上)
中,下,上(上)
下,上,中(上)
下,中,上(中)
(括号中为选择结果的类型,发现上占的比例是50%)
结论是:初恋总是不能要的,呵呵

July 13

I am a loser,haha

I am a loser,haha.
May 31

Pulp - Razzmatazz

一直喜欢Javis Cocker的神经质自我剖析风格,歌词有点那个,不过都很有趣。雅俗共赏
 
The trouble with your brother,
he's always sleeping with your mother.
And I know that your sister missed her time again this month.
Am I talking too fast or are you just playing dumb?
If you want I can write it down.
It should matter to you,
cos aren't you the one,
with your razzmatazz and the nights on the town?

Oh you knew it, and you blew it didn't you babe?
I was lying when I asked you to stay.
Now no-one's gonna care,
if you don't call them when you said.
And he's not coming round tonight to try and talk you into bed.
And all those stupid little things,
they ain't working,
no they ain't working any more.

You started getting fatter,
three weeks after I left you.
And now you're going with some kid who looks like some bad comedian.
Are you gonna go out?
Or are you sitting at home eating boxes of Milk Tray?
Watch TV on your own, aren't you the one,
with your razzmatazz and your nights on the town?

And your father wants to help you doesn't he babe?
But your mother wants to put you away.
Now no-one's gonna care,
if you don't call them when you said.
And he's not coming round tonight to try and talk you into bed.
And all those stupid little things,
they ain't working,
no they ain't working any more.

Oh well I saw you at the doctor's,
waiting for a test.
You tried to look like some kind of heiress,
but your face is such a mess.
And now you're going to a party,
and you're leaving on your own.
Well, I'm sorry, but didn't you say,
that things go better with a little bit of razzamatazz?

And now no-one's gonna care,
if you don't call them when you said.
And he's not coming round tonight to try and talk you into bed.
Now it's half past ten in the evening,
and you wish that you were dead,
cos all those stupid little things,
they ain't working,
no they ain't working any more.
April 15

白日梦

幻想着某天可以用ST4+mark levinson的CD机+马士兰的功放+jbl的前端和低音炮+westone ES3听音乐
March 18

今年的想看的演唱会实在太多了……

3月27号 Ziggy Marley
3月29号 Kenny G
4月4号   Renée Fleming
4月22,23号 London Orchestra!!!
4月24号 Sonic Youth(我要疯狂了)
5月2号   小野丽莎
6月17号 Vitas
 
………………
March 17

Noel Gallagher的话

     “我可不需要停收音机上某些有钱的、吸毒的摇滚明星在哪儿跟我说生活其实是很垃圾的一类的话,因为我早已知道,生活是很垃圾的。”
 
      犹豫到到底要不要3月27号去听Ziggy Marley的演唱会……
 
 
 
 
March 06

无题

  半夜睡不着,反正闲着也是闲着,不如涂鸦几句。
     近来看米兰昆德拉和茨威格的短篇,深深陷入对“印象管理”的思考,我们在他人面前的伪装,矫饰,都抵不过时间的流逝,再美好的年华总也比不过匆匆的瞬间。互相猜疑,用幻想去折射他人的影子,终究不过是自欺欺人的把戏。“其实命运就像旅店安排房间。”凑合就好,有追求,不苛求。
  感谢Elgiva拉我入伙。还有老尹同志和Xel'Naga帮做公司logo,还要谢谢老尹同志免费提供原版国家地理杂志给我钻研变态的专业词汇。
     前天去了Paul Van Dyk在G-Plus的现场(大放血),算是朝圣了一把。2点半以后打的东西的确值回票价,可惜人太多(很多明显瞎起哄),只好先行退场,罪过。现场一水的社会名流,看着有点晕,还遇到以前的老板,难得啊。
     现在很享受vodka with tonics的口感,巨不喜欢Chivas(18年的除外,还是Black Label好,广告嫌疑……)
     钻研硫磺岛USMC F4U-D Cossair联队战史,研究1984入侵格林纳达的官方报告书,去朋友的私人美术馆欣赏后苏联时期凸版美术作品,像加菲猫一样到处找肉酱通心粉和那不勒斯奶酪……
     反复揣摩《CSA美利坚同盟国》的翻译,发觉这电影不是一般的逆天,感叹老美敢玩这样的历史题材意淫强片,看似怪诞却并非荒谬。还有前面帮PAYO找各种麻醉剂的翻译,痛苦地发现有机化学基本还给了中学老师……
    睡去了。    
February 12

Sometimes democracy must be bathed by blood

刚从Roger Waters演唱会回来,老头那么多年还是那么愤青,又是骂布什又是嘲布莱尔。“George,George, u are really fucked by Taxes' Education”上半场都是The Walls 和 The Final Cut里的作品,下半场多为The Dark Side of Moon 和 The Walls。
当全场高吼Another Brick in the Wall 和 Confortablely Numb的时候,热血沸腾啊。
其实原以为是第三排的票,其实是第一排,瓦卡卡
February 08

书评一篇望斧正《单向度的人》

这篇胡诌了两个晚上的东西,大伙先凑合着瞅瞅,算是补上欠的书评

 

马尔库塞作为法兰克福学派左翼人物,一直在思想上走在时代的最前沿,早在1950时期的冷战年代,他就开始了对当代工业社会的存在进行思考和批判,对于当时二战后的西欧社会,百废待兴,战争疑云不散,人们更多地把目光放在了如何构筑重重铁幕,保护自己,更快地恢复生产生活水平。然而整个工业化社会正是在人们这种追求生活上平和的过程中,慢慢地从语言,政治,社会文化,工作教育中慢慢压迫乃至剥削人的独立选择,否定性,批判能力,使我们每个具有独立意识的人逐渐成为这个社会机器中的工具和零件,在沉默中接受社会的既有现实,并不加思考地任意引用和接受。

整个工业化社会中最大的压制性因素正是我们长期认为是推动工业产量增长和物质资料膨胀的自动化,自动化带给我们的不仅仅是更多的日用消费品和人类体力劳动的削减。由于自动化生产过程中,需要大量人力无限地与机器密切配合,服从机器的意志同时更需要配合他人的大量强制性行为准则。无疑破坏了人的主体性,和近代人类中心论的基本所在。

自动化另一重要的破坏性在于需要和国家这个庞大暴力机器相接合才能取得最大的生产效率,所以工业生产自动化程度高的国家大凡都有由异常庞大的国家机器和暴力机构,为此国家的财富被大量地使用在了维持国家机器本身的维持和扩大上,继而更多地使暴力机关干涉个人领域的全面发展。“在当代,技术的控制看来真正体现了有益于整个社会集团和社会利益的理性,以致一切矛盾似乎都是不合理的,一切对抗似乎都是不可能的”,而且一切想在这样的大社会环境下先有所改变,或是在思想上希望有所“不随大流”也变得在众人面前是神经过敏和软弱无力的。

大多数的当代人束缚在物质的世界中,小轿车,复式住房,高解析度的影音设备成了人的灵魂,众多人的唯一取向便是赚钱,花钱,用金钱来填埋时间,占据属于思考的个人时间。社会控制,技术控制便是在人们的需要中得以稳定。而在这种不断的循环中,人的主体行为便成为了为生计和社会集团牟利的傀儡行为,人的劳动便成为了无限地为提高“生活水平”所做出的无休止劳动。而特别是发达社会发展到后期,巨额的养老支出负担和个人微薄的养老金更不足以支持人的晚年发展。

从当时的西方社会背景来看,如果和平是目的,最发达的工业地区所达到的生活水平就并不适合是的发展模型。从这一生活水平造成的人和自然的情况来看,我们必须提出为了保卫它而造成的破坏和牺牲是否值得的问题。但既然富裕社会成了一个为防止毁灭危险而持久动员着的社会,既然该社会的商品销售伴随着白痴的产生、辛劳的永久化和挫折的增多,人们对这个问题便不能漠然处之。

马尔库塞眼中的社会,并不是应该是极度物质富裕的,而应从富裕社会中解放出来,“由于意味着单纯回到健康和强壮的贫困状态中,,并不意味着又恢复到道德纯洁和单纯愚钝状况中去。”而是,根除可以被削减的,有利可图的浪费和社会成本,增加可供支配和分配的社会财富。减少克制个人自身去寻求满足的社会需要。用更小众的方式替代和补充那些对权力,规则,规律,适应法则有着异常癖好的人,让他们在疯狂的崇拜中得到病态的满足。

当代社会对生产和社会事务的改良,根本上说,只是缓和邪恶和罪恶的产生。在自由巩固着压迫的地方承认自由,与排斥自由,甚至自由的可能性。人们被容许在处于和平与宁静的地方破坏和平、干丑事和丑化事务的程度是令人生厌和毛骨悚然的。这一切是因为它们表现了合法甚至是有组织的努力,即人们根据自己的权利排斥他人的权利,甚至在微小,专有的生存范围内压制其它个体的自主权。

特别是在所谓过度发达的国家里,人口中越来越大的部分称为一个巨大的因受控制而无力行动的观众——不是被极权主义政体控制,而是被某些公民的自由所控制(讽刺),这些人娱乐并不懈提升的媒介强迫他人分享,接受声音,他们的见解,他们的声音。

马尔库塞的解决方法似乎有点不切实际,如没大众传媒(广告,灌输性的新闻媒介和娱乐传媒),因此导致大家在日常生活中陷入创伤性的空虚。进而使人们会有机会去惊奇,去思考,去了解他自己(同时否定)以及所身处的社会和其他文明形式。“失去它那些虚假的父亲,领导,老板,朋友,师长和代表,他一定会去学习ABC。”通过学习,不单单是构词,语法,句子和传统完全不同,他的人生轨迹,思考模式,愿望,担忧也会不同。这一切所需要瓦解的,便是整个社会系统。压制性需要的创造在已成为社会必要劳动的一部分——它是必要的,因为,没有它,生产的已确立方式便不可能维持。

在一种对任何事情都进行辩护和开脱的现实中,这里说话的不再是想象,是理性。而想象正在让位给现实,现实正在追赶和试图压倒想象。从这一意义上,奥斯威性和空间站一样有所意义,不单单是记忆,也是成就。人类科学的伟大成就产生在这样的设定中。对可能性随意玩弄,不按自然而按良性行事,用活体试验将幻想变换为事实,把虚幻变为真理,证明想象这一人类美好工具的进步程度。想象被滥用,想象力则被规定了政治步调和政治风格,反过来对我们的语言进行操纵(利科也持有相近的观点),将有意义转换为无意义。

发达工业社会至多被束缚的可能性是,生产力在更大规模上得以刺激发展,扩大对自然的征服,进一步满足日益增多的人猛地需要,并创造出新的需要和才能。然而,这一切,这些可能性通过消除其解放潜能的种种手段和制度,正在逐渐得到实现,而且这一过程不仅决定着其实际效用,而且决定着可能的效用。(悲哀)

用马尔库塞的冷战时期作品来预言今日的全球社会显然很不公道,当时的没一个西方人都无法跳出核战争的阴云来客观审视这个前途未卜的世界,即便是哲学家也不能跳出明天是否是毁灭这样的命题。马尔库塞只是做了对于资本主义社会高度工业发展的思考,人,国家,机器,社会在这个以想象为工具的体系中的运作。而本书名《单向度的人》只不过是将人这个概念无限扩大,把我们思考问题的角度剖析和暴露一番,如何不让社会侵蚀我们批判,否定,思考,创造的能力和动因。值得思考的是,书中的很多内容也正是我们当代中国人所面临的实际困境和理性判断。只不过结果不如也许不会像从马尔库塞那个黑暗时代看上去那样无助和黑暗,毕竟社会和人具有最大众的“理性”和“良知”。

January 14

From the Ost of "Malena"

Beauty is a sin
 
Performed by Youyouma 马友友 2001

recommended movies

A.Scanner.Darkly
 
Blood.Diamond
 
The.Illusionist
 
The.Saint
 
The.Black.Dahlia
 
Little.Miss.Sunshine
 
Children.of.Men
 
Thank.You.For.Smoking
December 17

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas By Frank Sinatra

Time to say Merry X'mas and Happy New Year to Everyone, Wish you guys safe and round, take ur time.
Here's a song for you from my favorite Chrismas album.
 
[Recorded October 13, 1963, Los Angeles]

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
Next year all our troubles will be
out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yule-tide gay
Next year all our troubles will be
miles away
Once again as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Will be near to us once more
Someday soon, we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Until then, we'll have to muddle through somehow
So have yourself a merry little Christmas now.